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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

it shouldn't have been the case. i shouldn't have done all that i did. for her. and might i add, i really was thinking things would change, to be just like your family. how things were for you, being so happy and all. but i was so wrong. i could laugh my fucking ass off to be so wrong. what the fuck was i thinking. right? wishful thinkings. i forgot we shared the most different mothers in the world. i forgot while one was the best, so proud of you, the other was the worst, wishing i was never hers. exact words? i don't care at all about you, whatever you do has long had nothing to do with me. i don't care if you come home or not, what you do, who you go out with. i don't care. i've wasted my entire life on you.


yups. im a waste of space. and everything else for that matter. because im TOO FUCKING DUMB. TOO FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING DUMB. but fuck you right back! if i was too fucking dumb i wouldn't be where i am right now you fucking MOTHERFUCKER

- everything's just temporary;
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